I don't know what triggers it, but sometimes I get a barrage of symptoms within a short time, and it only serves to make things bad.
Take tonight, for instance. As soon as I got home, I had a strange dizzy/lightheaded feeling. While giving out candy (it is halloween, after all), this feeling lingered enough to make me nervous.
After, I made dinner. No real problems here. After dinner, I spent some time working on my homework. Again, no real problems here. Pretty good, actually.
Then, I go downstairs to watch Letterman and partake in a halloween ritual -- apple cider and donuts. That was great.
Then, 15 minutes later, I get strange tingly feeling in my left leg and hand. WTF? Here we go all over again. What the hell is going on? Where is this coming from? Stress? Heart attack? Cancer? I don't care what the hell it is, I just want to know what is going on with me!
I'm trying so hard. It takes every ounce of me not to flip out and head to the ER. What kind of way to live is this? Why do I feel as if there is no end in sight?
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